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2007-12-16T16:48:00.000+08:00

talking to cn now
sian
anyway nothin much to do nowadays
so bored
DYING here
1. bcos of heat
2. bcos of boredom
3. bcos of nothingness is strangling me
i feel so DIAO =.=
ate durian just now
the whole house reeking of the smell
even the toilet
not that someone ate durian there la
still talking to cn
perspiring now
ARGH..
actually im reading a book too
but it gets BORINGer and BORINGer each page
nothin much to write though
just typing CRAP
out of my boredom
*SIGH*
THIS IS SOO CRAPPY
you can type watever
mean comments bout this
but LIKE I CARE
fine maybe i do
but do watever u like
still talking to cn
ok not talking liao
aiya
i dunt care anything about this world anymore
bye

2007-12-13T21:10:00.000+08:00

hi~~
yesterday to J8 library again
borrowed 8 books again
got to spin the prize wheel
got a notebook
yay!
still borrowing Mr Midnight
and anthony horowitz books
so nice!!
but started reading on midnight library books
love horrer stories
but hor
most of them got ppl die one
freakish
but who cares??
read 5 books le
so darn nice..all the books
anyway to yeekhoon:
so sorry forget to link you!!!
keep forgetting!!
i eating chips now
having difficulties typing one hand
so bye!

2007-12-11T20:36:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!
i have done it!!
i hv my own blogskin!!
actually not really lar..
i just changed the top pic
the rest is i download one
HAHAS
thats why i left the credits
at the bottom untouched
i think its quite nice
so sorry if your pic not up there
but that doesnt mean you aint my friends!!!
did you notice?
i deleted the tiny counter!!
its last number was 1100
so sad
but i figured it was better
cos its vry..
o i dunt noe
i deleted that lar
pls tag ok
comment if i should change the music
thx!! but nvm if u dun wan
ok bye~

2007-12-09T17:35:00.000+08:00

today i went to wild wild wet
almost got sunburned
hahas
when i was at the TSUNAMI thing
it started raining darn heavy
then everyone was like
'ERR...'
then all of us stayed there under the rain
the lifeguard didnt ask us to come out
so we stayed there like
weird people
but then hor..
the WAVE came!! yay!!
then the rain stopped
oya
at the SHIOK river right
i injure myself leh
so pain leh
but who cares..
anyway after that we went to airport
dunt bother to ask why
then im here..
changing my blogskin
later today ba..
byes~~

2007-12-07T20:25:00.000+08:00

today i went to NUS high
to buy uniform and books
the books all so thick
and PROFOUND
and when i flip through them
i realised that the words are tiny
vryvry tiny
omg..
500 over pages..
for each book
BIO, CHEM n PHYSICS
i also bought geography
i dunt even noe what they toking about
all seem so GREEK to me
dunno how am i gonna
get through this lor
then i bought the uniform
so GREEN..
not that green
pale green
buy already go home try
all quite big
and the skirt pants..
is a lil' over my knee le!!
i look so toot!!
but nvm...
after that i help my mum
do posting
so tough..
(i noe you dunno wats posting)
i do like siao..
for 2-3hrs
but i listen to radio while doing
so quite ok
YES 93.3
then after i finish
so late le
eat dinner then i am here
okokokokok
gtg watch tv le
byes~~

2007-12-06T19:15:00.000+08:00

today is another day
of watever watever
okok
today finished my homework
it took almost the whole morning
10 compre questions only
i noe i noe
its very little
but guess wat?
its SEC2!!
im p6 only
see the diff??
my tuition teacher gave me sec2 work
without even giving me sec1 stuff
and shes not following the sec1 book!!
thats not fair!!
so not fair
so darn not fair
now i like using DARN
instead of DAMN
hahas
no offence to those who hate
those 2 words kays
anyway after that i was staring in to space
doing nothing special
watch TV for the whole afternoon
then this computer guy came
repair my computer
(cos my software got stolen,
replaced wuth pirated one)
im very 奉公守法
so must use genuine one
then i skipped 1000 times
on the rope
while waiting for the
shockwave player to install
but it never did
install halfway then stop
ARGH!!!
i went to try with
the shockwave game
DRIFT N BURN 365
its so darn nice
but cannot play
cos...
dowan say liao
then im here
blogging and posting
nothin to do
okok
tomoro i will post more
promise
okok
byes~~

2007-12-05T16:51:00.000+08:00

omg
today rain so darn heavy
now still raining lor -.-"
so down-mood now
dunno why
supposed to finish my chinese homework
by today
but i didnt do
reading the whole day
yesterday went J8 library
wif sy and soph
borrowed 8 books
so bookish
i noe i noe
4 MR MIDNITE books
4 ANTHONY HOROWITZ books
*the Diamond brothers*
so damn nice
finished the 7th book just now
one more book to go
my eyes seriously tired
but raining now
cannot go out and play
somemore very dark in the house
if i nvr on light in here
my eyes will be blinded
by the computer glare><
outside my house have HUGE
potted plants
two of them
COMPLETELY flooded lorh
poor plants T.T
a few more on its way too
the grass also
more or less flooded le
and i dunt mean one small patch flooded
i mean the whole turf
anyway mrs fernandez
havent sent me all the photos
for the 6JOY slideshow i making
so DIAO..
aiya i wan go read le
faster finish
faster good
then my eyes wont pop out so soon
ok
byes~~

2007-12-03T12:56:00.000+08:00

yesterday no time to blog
out the whole day
anyway on sat went to cn's party
went about 30min late
didnt miss out much
when i reach the condo
i went up to the 2nd floor
but it stopped at the 1st
so i come out
then i saw soph, shiyun and wenqi
hahas..so funny
soph say they abit lost
and shiyun almost wanted
to go into the refuse chute :D
then we went to cn's house
jerlyn shumin and laeticia already there
keely not there yet cos she working
we started eating loads of tidbits
i ate most of the ruffles ><''
then soph came out
wif a recipe ruffles+M&Ms
its okay lar
but i prefer sole ruffles
then when keely came we all
went to the clubhouse
keely tot it was cn's house :D
we started pumping balloons
a few popped
BANG! BANG! BANG!
we were all screaming away
hahas
then we started wif the games
points party
theres 4 catergories: music, games, art, sports
our group won the music and art
the other won sports and games
the games part quite fun
we were supposed to cut out
certain things from the magazines provided
there was one STRAWBERRY
i found a strawberry stuck between a couple><
u noe...
sports we played captain's ball
the last part soph and i was like
snatching the ball like CRAZY
she was screaming away
dun ask why
then the neighbours came out
they were quite angry i think
when we ended the game
cn say that hes a TOOT
we lost 4-1 so sad..but party is for fun rite??
i dun care lar
then we also had treasure hunt
it was super scary as we had it at night
we had to go around the condo searching for clues
the 2nd clue was floating in the pool ><
poor laeticia had to go pick it
hahas
then we (me and keely) mistook the clue
we went to the playground
where we found the FOURTH clue yay!
we skipped the 3rd the clue
it say must walk AHEAD
so many AHEADs
dunno where to walk
when we walked forward
it was creepy CREEPY!! i tell you..CREEPY!!
cos rite, while we walking on the path,
there was a black cat in the middle of the path
it wasnt walking
luckily its head wasnt facing us
it was its butt ><
then i said 'SHOO'
THEN it started walking away
we walked around and around the condo
but cannot find the 5th clue
then we asked cn
asked her to be biased to us
so she give us clue
then we found it we were 1st!! yay!!
we got a file, magazine
postcard and HSM2 stckers
then we had dinner
spaggetti (dunno how to spell) wif white sauce
plus hotdogs, grilled fish and chicken ham,
fries and CARROTS
shumin said they were NICE
diao..
then we had art
we designed a dress for css2 female champ, keelyWEE
with pink tissue..hahas
we won..YAY!!
our team also win the overall
got a notebook and
5 or 6 bookmark stickers
then we saw a red guy walking outside the clubhouse
pool there have reflection
so the light reflect on him
creepy guy
after we packed up
and went up to cn's house
we sat down infront of the com
we saw a video made by cn
our memories...
but the background music
was two overlapping songs
both CHIBANG
but one faster one slower
quite weird
but it went well
i was hugging a cuddly dog
and shiyun was giving
us 'injections' on our waist there
so ticklish and pain
when she poked
we (keely jeylyn me) jumped up
hahas
then we all received a paper bag
put all the leftover food inside
cn also gave us wishing stars
and glowing sticks
(to make the stars glow)
when we left she gave us
each a CD
inside was the video
i was the 2nd last cos
laeticia is sleeping over
then when my dad came
cn and laeticia followed me down
to the carpark
then when we almost closing the lift door
cn's sis came in
but cn pushed her out
causing her to be almost
squashed by the closing doors
so mean
i ask her why
she said, "i dunt wan her to see this"
i say see wat?
then she say i wanna hug you
then i say ok
then we hugged
laeticia wanted to take picture
but shes too slow
hahas
then we realised that the lift wasnt moving
then i noticed i forgot to press the number
hahas
we were laughing
we reached the carpark
laeticia say there was a guy smoking
and looking at us
CREEPY!
then i got in the car
and off i went
reach home so tired liao
but still sms keely till 12mm
hahas ok
gotta go do homework le
byes~~~

2007-11-30T14:35:00.000+08:00

hai..very bored..nothing much to do.
theres nothing to study and i almost finish all the books i borrowed from the library.
have to wait until next monday before i can go there again to borrow more books.
tomoro im going to cn's year end party after my 3hr chinese tuition.
so sianxx >.<
what should i wear arh?
still pondering..
maybe i will leave earlier
dowan stay too late
or maybe stay later
OH!! i dunt know
SUI JI YING BIAN ba
my parent say maybe we are going overseas
to PHILLIPINES, cebu, wherever that is
i dowan go!!
i dunt feel like going anywhere lorh
i rather sit at home and stare into space
than go there
dunno why..
maybe can go snowcity or fuji ice palace this hols
i never been there in my whole life!!
unbelievable right?
hope my parents can buy me assessments
or sec1 books so that
i can do and see-see
rather than sitting here typing
ok now im just really typing crap
into this whatevar post of WHATEVAR
i dunt even now what i typing
i bored until i even offered
to teach my sis how to make a blog
....
i dun usually offer to help
normally is she ask me for help
*thats the depth of my boredom*
actually i have some books at home
that i havent read yet >.<
heeheez..
maybe i should go read than sitting
in this stuffy room and typing crap
aiya, wish i can organise party
then can occupy my time planning for the party..
my parents say 'discuss tonight'
but when 'tonight' come
they say 'we discuss next time'
ARGH!!!
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phew i feel much better
never mind i dunt wan type anymore..
spent the last 10mins typing all this crap
ok lets end this..
....
....
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its not ending ITS NOT ENDING!!!
lets end this
I SAID LETS END THIS!!
ok i feel so awkward
ok END, post, END I SAID END, YOU!!!
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~end~
good post.. so DIAO..

2007-11-28T18:35:00.000+08:00

FINALLY..i finished touching up my blog with its new skin. i think its quite nice. the circular thing on top there, the music playlist, i got to know it when i visited natasha's blog. thx natasha!! and anyway, there are only 7 songs in that playlist:

1) 不会爱- Farenheit
2) Inconsolable
3) 翅膀- JJ Lin
4) Bubbly
5) 月牙弯- FIR
6) 突然累了- JJ Lin
7) 爱*转角- Show Luo

those are a few of my favourite songs. if any of you think theres a part of this blog page that is not nice, pls tell me so i can change it or touch up more. that scrolling up thingy on the right..the words..copyrighted by me kays. if you wanna use ask me. btw, if you had noticed, this blog is quite pink..and green. i chose them cos they contrast well with each other, as well as with black. okays..enough about my blog. i wish all you all the best that you all go your 1st choice schools kays. all the bestest best!!!!!

2007-11-26T20:40:00.000+08:00

quite tired now lar..went to the movies with sophia, yiting and sandra today at J8. enchanted. it rawks lor, except that they kissed alot..'TRUE LOVE'S KISS"..watevar la..anywae then after that yiting soph and me go bishan library. i borrowed 5 books (so bookish right)..but sophia more bookish..EIGHT books leh..but the books man nice de...sophia wanted to borrow more when she knew the limit was 16..dotdotdot..anyway after today my parents dun allow me to go for outings and hang outs cos they wan me to concentrate more on studies..learning sec1 and abit sec2 chinese now at my tuition le. quite hard la but manageable. after cn's party on 1dec i tink im going to suffer from isolance le..everyday on books and books and books..who ask me go NUS high..hai..btw, i dunno wats so handsome about JJ lor..cn say he shuai, then keely say he shuai..wats so shuai about him??? i tink hes ok but not catergorised as shuai lar..okaes..gotta go watch tv le..S-POP on now..bye!!

2007-11-23T13:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i received my PSLE results. was quite surprised. cos according to my previous post, i had really really low confidence in myself. i didnt expect myself to be the third in my school. sophia got the first!!! yay!!! her name will be printed on the 'top PSLE pupil' board. thats so cool!!! anyway the top PSLE pupil this year is a GIRL from st hilda. yay. its a GIRL. girl rocks. she scored 294!! shocking, really. she broke the record. the best before her was 292, a record held by a GUY in 1993. but a GIRL broke it. yay! 294..very very high leh..only lost like SIX marks. so cool..anyway i think i heard she is from GEP. did you know that out of the top 16 pupils, NONE of them is from RGS?? and only 3 are guys?? so cool..girl rocks..!! anyway, to all my great friends, keep rawking on kays, no matter what are your results!!! lurv ya!! (dun get it wrong)

nErVoUs.....

2007-11-21T14:14:00.000+08:00

im quite nervous now....bcos tomoro is the release of PSLE results day. im not very confident of myself though. i didnt really prepare myself that well before PSLE. my relatives have high hopes and im afraid that i will let them down. i mean like, you know grandparents..they have high hopes and then they will start telling everybody once they know my results...sigh...just hoping for the better now..

my last few days in school

2007-11-16T18:20:00.000+08:00

i feel so sad...after today, i cant do many stuff together with my friends anymore.

i broke down and cried today in school at the thought that we are never coming back. i emphasise NEVER.

maybe on 22nov, the release of results, but we wont be coming at the same time and not as a class.

i realise that a person only starts to cherish when she loses it.

i took things for granted and now i feel that i lost everything i used to have.

we only cry if we suddenly lost something. some of us didnt cry, most probably its because their EQ very high.

or maybe they had cherished what they had and losing wont be a great hit to them.

i wish i could be like them. but i am not.

heres a poem or passage or whatever dedicated to all 6JOY'07 girls:

some of you might have read it

THE LAST TIME

its the last time we are going to sing at the linkway together

its the last time we are going to sing the national anthem together

its the last time we are going to sing the school anthem, creed together

its the last time we are going to have devotion together

its the last time we are going to have recess together

its the last time we are going to laugh when we hear 'malicious gr0ins', 'nonetheless', the mocca advertisement or maple's farts

its the last time we are going to sit together in class listening to the teacher while doing our homework

its the last time we are going to walk from the linkway back to class after listening to the canteen cleaniness thing

its the last time we are going to walk up the walkway, dreading another tedious day in school

its the last time we are going to debate and quarrel over science questions

its the last time we are going to play captain's ball, volleyball together

its the last time we are going to cheer each other when we run the 1.6km run

its the last time we are going to perform skits together

its the last time we are going to say GOODBYE

once again, goodbye my friends..remember to take back memories with you..

~so bored~

2007-11-04T20:34:00.000+08:00

haiz...i feel so bored..theres absolutely like nothing to do. except for computer, tv, computer, tv that is. i am so bored. i am so bored that i go around to blogs and tag: hiies..hiies..hiies..ok thats stupid. so BORED. so BORED. HELP!!!!what should i do? what should i do? what should i do??!! ARHHHH!!! i am desperate, desperate i tell you!! ok...chill.chill.chill. CHILL. i feel like banging my head on the keyboard right now. BANG.BANG.BANG. ouch. ok much better. wait, i taste something. LICK.LICK. tastes familar. i touch my head. ITS WET!!! i look at my hand. ITS RED!!! BLOOD!BLOOD!BLOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! AARHHHHH!!! HELP!!! HELP ME!! I AM IN DANGER!! HELP!! ok. no ones helping. thats so mean of you. HMPH! ok. ok...chill.chill.chill. YOU chill. the above words are not true. just venting all my boredom out of me. haiz. chill man.

THE END OF OUR YEARS - DEDICATED TO ALL 6JOY '07 GIRLS

2007-10-30T14:15:00.000+08:00

after the biggest exam in last six years of my life, most people may think its a great thing. we can relax and whatever. but if you go deeper, you realise that its not that beautiful anymore. finishing this exam actually means we are going closer to the end of these six years of our lives. the end is the end. theres no going back. we are leaving, did you realise? leaving all that we have and moving on the next phase of our lives. life. we cant turn it back and go through the good times again. we are leaving everything behind. what exactly is 'everything'? it refers to all the times we had together, as we can never sit together in one classroom and listen to the teacher speak. we can never laugh at the moment we hear 'malicious gr0ins' or 'nonetheless' anymore. we are separating. i can still hear our laughter ringing in my ears. i know separating is one of the most inevitable thing in our lives, but i hope all of you will treasure what we have now. treasure the every moment we are spending together. treasure your friends. at the end of the day, remember to take the sweet and unforgetable memories with you. most importantly, dont forget to say goodbye.

please leave your name on the tag board!! thanks, andreea

the taste of [fReEdOm] -horrible

2007-10-25T17:45:00.000+08:00

after 6 years of sufferings and preparation, i finally get to know how FREEDOM actually tastes like. everyday on computer and tv, i found out that its really boring. freedom is boring i realised. i get to do what i want, but there is no meaning to this at all. i'd rather go back to the tedious and stressful life. at least then you know what your motive is. but now, i feel like i am a boat swaying on the ocean aimlessly. it tastes horrible. don't keep thinking freedom is beautiful. it is from far, but when you close-up, it isnt as simple as you think.